My Decision (Career)

Time really is short when you look back at your past, and how every perception and expectation that we had, changed along the way. When i was in kindergarten, i wanted to be an Imam, when i got to high school i wanted to be a counselor, and when i reached Diploma, I took Electrical Engineering. 

Initial ideas at the time was that I'll continue in Engineering until degree but I will never stay as an engineer. Then, after my Diploma, I saw an opportunity to go for Safety and Health Officer, thus postponing my Degree for a later time to pursue in SHO until I reached competency and then I'll take a part time Degree. Now, I'm working as a Service Technician for a week now and my plan so far is still leading to SHO. We'll see where Allah will guide me next.

Since, I am no where near in taking my Degree, a few have questioned my decisions in not taking my Degree as soon as possible. There's no doubt that I have made a LOT of thought in making this decision, but my decision stands firm. Some may heard me saying that I wanted to pursue in SHO fast because I'm afraid that in 2020 (the year i might finish my degree), the market for SHO won't be as high as now. Though that may be true, another reason is this :

This is my father, beside him is my loving mother and the 2 kids with them are their grandchildren. Ever since I returned to KL, I noticed a lot about my dad. What I saw is a man who has accomplished his life's effort in raising my brother, sisters and myself up to having 2 beautiful grandchildren. My family have gone through harsh times and my dad still push further for our future and sacrificed blood, sweat and tears to make sure there's food on the table. 

He has worked his way up in his career and even after his retirement he is a consultant in relation to his profession. He also formed a Cycling Group after his retirement and have a healthy lifestyle because of it. He celebrates his birthday by cycling to Melaka from KL and then return to KL in less than a week. He still treats my mom in a very playful and childish manner at times and I can see how he loves my mom truly, and both of them are almost in their 60s.

The more I look deeper, the more I wanted to become like my dad. I want to achieve what he has achieved, in my own way. I want to start from the bottom, I want to be independent and i want to aim higher than he has achieved.. I want to take my Degree using my own money, and maybe later Masters and PhD, but that's still in KIV. 

Though this post I refers to my decision in my future career, but my decision also leads to other achievements my dad has achieved.. and that is... a Happy Family...

MyLife #1

These past few months have been quite depressing for me despite the happy face I'm wearing. Though i'm sure no one will read this, but typing out thoughts that I've been thinking can actually let a lot of load or burden go. Well, let's start from the start. Probably this will be a second introduction of myself in this blog.

On 2nd March 1995, Thursday, around the end of Ramadhan 1415 a baby was born. That baby was me. I grew up in a loving family with a mom, a dad, a brother and 2 sisters. They are the best in the world and i wouldn't trade them for anything that the world has to offer. I am the youngest in the family, and as some may say, being the youngest is the best because you can have this and that.

Thing is that isn't me. I'm not a spoiled kid who wants this and that even though i can. One advantage being the youngest i see is that i can see the mistakes my brother and sisters did, that taught me not to do when they get scolded or commented on by my parents.

Growing up in this family, i always look up to everyone. My dad who managed to always stay calm when things go wrong. Very open minded, and also the one who always comes up with jokes that makes no sense sometimes. My loving mother who is a very skillful woman and was an athletic woman in her younger days. My brother and two sisters who may not be the best in academics at school but they are good at what they do. One thing I admire about them is the courage to stand up to someone who has a higher position than them. Something I am not good at...yet.

And like all families, everyone has their ups and downs. I didn't had much of a hard life growing up much, and everyone is very helpful. The problem is,.. that's it, they are too helpful. I never learn the basic things you learn in your daily life. Washing my clothes, simple cooking, washing the dishes, etc. I had a maid to do the dishes and laundry. I wanted to learn how to cook, since i find it is a good skill to learn, even the most basic dishes would do. My whole family knows how to cook but me. My mom would say, "No need, let your future wife cook" when i asked her to teach me how to cook. What are the chances I'll end up in a singles men rent house one day? That cooking skills would help me a lot in saving money.

I remember one time when i wanted to do something useful and I clean up my desk (or bed can't remember) and organized it. I was a kid back then and i felt proud of myself to be able to done something nice. Yet, my mom came in and said "what a mess" and she cleaned it in her own way. I was a kid, of course I couldn't do it perfectly, but she could at least gave me some emotional support and advice how to make it better. There were a number of times where things similar to this happened and I end up not doing anything because i thought all I did was useless.. I'm useless. That's how my low self esteem got to me and in primary school i end up being a quiet boy and gotten myself bullied physically and mentally occasionally.

I know my mom never had the intention of doing anything wrong. She was being a wonderful mother, a helpful one too. But sometimes, I need to learn these things when i grow up. I end up learning a lot of it when i reached college. I was enlightened when I got to pursue my Diploma far from home. It means i get to be out of my comfort zone and try something new. If my study for diploma was taken place near KL, my mom would probably go there and do my laundry every week.

When studying for my Diploma, aside learning about my course, I experienced riding a taxi, LRT and a bus alone. I learned how to cook, how to do the laundry and manage the rent bills with my housemates.These may be small things but i find it to be a very useful thing and a big deal. I remember getting laughed at my friends when I wanted to learn how to do the laundry. I managed to learn to be independent, something I always wanted. Being someone who can be helpful and not always rely on others.

I know my mom will never stop worrying about her me, I will always be her son, and nothing in the world could change that, but i just wish she would trust me and support me in what I do and not always questioning it to be risky or dangerous. Everything in life is risky and dangerous if you're not careful, that's why you need to learn and make mistakes along the way. 

Candle

              Assalamualaikum, It must have been.. a long time since i post something on this blog. Truth be told i only use this blog to express things when i felt that i couldn't express it fully. It's true i'm loud and hyperactive person, but deep inside, i'm actually a lonely guy, truly. And no matter how much someone would laugh at me when i said it since they thought it was a joke, but truthfully, i was never joking. I do like to joke, i do like to annoy people and most of all, i do like making people smile. But, i hardly ever lie to people in my jokes, unless it was sarcasm.
              Time passes so quickly and i am currently in my 2nd semester pursuing my diploma in Electrical Engineering in UiTM P.Pinang. If you ask me, do i like engineering? I would say no. At the same time i was never forced to take the course. To make it simple, why i accept the offer? so far in my life, things that i never liked, never expected to become, are the things that i am good and mold me to make me as what i am today.
              Main reason why i decided to post something in this blog is basically to express my insecurities or whatever it is that is making me uncomfortable inside these past few weeks. I have this friend, whom i never expected to be one of my closest friend since i met her from camp. Although we never met after that camp, we became quite close. Just like my other friends (mostly girls), i became a place (especially my close friends) where people would share their complaints, problems and self insecurities . And i'm not complaining, i actually enjoy listening, being someone helpful to others, encouraging them, motivate them, and solve their problems. It's like being a candle, lighting up the darkness that surrrounds you, until the sun came back.
              So, back to where i was. As time goes by, we had the chance to meet and go out together, supposedly another close friend is joining but she's busy with her marriage stuff. We met twice. And that was when it all changed. I sense something wrong after the second outing, since we haven't contacted for quite awhile since both are busy with studies and activities. As for me i noticed she started a new leaf, new Facebook, new Twitter, new WeChat, new number. I was a bit umm.. dissapointed that she never told me that she made a new number (yea i guess i am being a bit selfish) but i put that aside. 
              I did noticed that she somehow have some problems. Did try talking to her about it, but she didn't feel comfortable talking about it. But who could blame her, i'm not the only one who was asking that question seeing that there are some other people giving her the same question in her ask.fm. I noticed she treats me differently somehow not in a bad way of course but i felt that she has felt less comfortable with me. Somehow i felt i might have done something wrong. I also noticed my relationship with her as close friends is fading and most probably her trust in me is fading as well. 
              I guess, all I'm saying is that i missed the complains, the problems, the things that she shared, but at the same time i should be happy knowing she no longer have problems (hopefully) to complain and start accepting it and do something about it. All in all, I am happy to be of help and of use to her and will definitely miss the moments we share. I pray that she'll have a wonderful and a better life than before InsyaAllah. And to my friend who is about to be married i wish you the best in your marriage and may Allah bless your marriage. Now, i think it's my time to move on as well. I am blessed to know you all and become a candle to my friends.

A Sweet that Can't Be Forgotten (II)

          On 28th November 2012, i took my Accounts examination, the very last exam that i will take in my highschool life. As the time keeps on ticking to the very last second of the examination, i wondered what happens next. Has it been 5 years already? Seems like it was only a few days ago that i was walking towards my school at the very first day of school in 2008 attending the Form 1 orientation. When the examination prefects announced the time has ended for our accounts exam, a lot of us cheered with joy. Went out of school feeling relief that there will be no more studying and exams AT THE MOMENT.

After this, classmates, schoolmates, tuition-mates, friends, groupies.. everyone, will go on their separate ways to achieve their dreams and goals. Will i ever see them again? How will i know their development in their life? A question that only Allah can answer and a situation where time will tell. maybe we will see them or maybe we wont. All i know is that i have no regrets in meeting all these people, knowing them, befriend them and study with them.

          My time in my highschool life is a moment and a memory i shall cherish forever. Of course i had my bad times, unfair, and times where i was at my lowest point, but in the end i'll just have to make it as a lesson to be learn. Remembering back the times i had in my highschool life. Training for Sports Day and challenging other houses to achieve victory. Running in the cross country. Train marching for either a competition or Sports Day. Attending extra classes. Going for camps. Annual dinner. Orientations. Teachers Day. Attending tuition classes and the seminars they made. Each year, our seniors left school and newcomers came in school as our juniors. Later before we know it, we have become seniors ourselves and become an example towards our juniors like how we made our seniors as an example. I will surely miss the feeling where students gather together for school assembly, Celebrate teacher's day or the aura where we all cheered for one another in sports day. 

          After all of this, i wonder.. What's Next? What do we do now? While waiting for our SPM results, surely everyone has their plans on what to do. Having part-time jobs. Taking their drivers license. Take a vacation. Ohh.. the usual.. and besides that, when not knowing what to do. Waste our time inside our home infront of the computer, television or something. But after all this, after our SPM results. I wonder what's gonna happen next. Surely a lot of people have made their plans, and some still wondering or not giving a damn of what happens next. However, i wonder if things will go out like how we hoped it to be or as planned. Maybe  it'll be better or what seems to be worse but have it's reasons in life since God has a funny way of taking away what you "think" you want and providing you with what you "REALLY" need or want. I guess that's how we call it, Hikmah as in there's a good reason for everything that happen.
          Thinking all of this, i will really miss my highschool life especially those that i got to know and befriend them along the way. One thing i must admit is that i am quite sad to know that there's a huge chance that i might not see my friends again and gather together in one place. I think i would probably miss my moment in Sir Ven's Masjid Muaz seminar the most. Being there, with people from different schools, gathered together learning, laughing, getting along together... it feels like that hall was our second home.. 8 hours of studying and not once did i felt bored and stressed in there. Even during the SPM seminar. i wouldn't mind if Sir Ven wanted to do a 12 hours a day class in that seminar. I would happily accept it. But then again, i might fell asleep eventually lol.
          All in all, i am blessed to live in this life. Knowing and getting along with everyone. Surely i will miss every single one of this. You know when you eat a candy that the taste is so sweet and you will remember the taste for a very long time? Well, same goes for my memory throughout my highschool life. A sweet memory that cannot be forgotten and i shall always cherish it.

Shiro..

13th Dec,

A day that should have been my happy day, but it's not because of something that happened a few days ago which i could not tell. And to make my day worse my Cat, Shiro died at 2:03pm in front of my very eyes. Nothing can be done, the picture of him on that very moment never really did faded from my mind when i was in class after that. 3 hours in class and Shiro was all i could think of. My mom must have felt far more worse than me since it was she who accidentally collided with Shiro (plus, she took care of Shiro since he was just a small kitten) when she was putting her car in reverse to go outside of the garage to drive me to class. And when i got out of the house even i didn't notice whether Shiro got out of the house or not. No one noticed Shiro was below the car, plus my mom saw him inside the house before she got out of the house.

It is painful to lose something you care for, but he/she will always be in your life no matter how you try to change it, and the memories with him will always be with us.

Goodbye Shiro..

Will never forget you.

Changes

A lot has changed since i last posted anything in my blog.
Hmm.. well, might as well i start from where i stopped.

2010
So, i have got my PMR results ;
3 A's = Math, Eng , Sci
4 B's = Geo, Sej, Agama, BM
1 C = KH

Truth be told, i never really expected that my science was an A since i ussually get a C or a D for my science lol. but alhamdulillah that my results were satisfying. I have no regrets what so ever and i am happy for my friends who have great and amazing results but on the other hand i'm also a bit sad that i know some or most of them will be leaving me soon and go to boarding school especially a particular person I'm not gonna say who.

2011
2010 ended with sweet and bitter memories but mostly sweet memories at the end of the 2010.
2011 arrived bringing new challenges in life and hopefully a few more sweet memories.
School started with a 3 days orientation and then we were introduced to our new class and new homeroom teachers. I was given the class 4 Fadhil, an account course class. There were many new and also familiar faces in that class. It would be a great chance for me to get more new friends. But i have to take my chances at another class since i have requested for another class. My request was accepted and now my class is 4 Erat, a Sub science course where biology is replaced by accounts.
So far so good in class, but... aiya... Marzuki is my classmate again. lol. Anyway, as days passed, one by one of my friends were accepted to SBP and MRSM especially my favourite people, N.m Hanif, Siti Sarah and Amira Manan. So i guess, till the next time i'll meet my friends. I will sure be missing them all. The distance apart between us is nothing compare to our relationship.

Cross Country came in very early and i was totally unprepared since i was in my resting month from any workout activities.. dang.. but in the end i am satisfied with my results in the cross country. Im not in the top 15 in ranking but i can feel that my results have increased compared to last year. I'm hoping to get the top 15 next year.

The first examination have arrived and all of us in form 4 have finally feel how it is to answer the SPM format examination.... well.. maybe just.. 30% of it? Anyway, i got 5A's 2B's 1C and 1 G. If you asked me, i have never in my life get that many A's. The highest before was 3A. So yeah, I'm happy and i will try harder, i won't let my parents sacrifices for me go to waste. They have done too much for me, and I'm very grateful to them. As a son, i can only do so little to repay them for now, so i guess getting good results will have to do for now. so.. Get you lazy bump to work Haziq!!

A Sweet That Can't be Forgotten

Sunday, 14th November 2010 approximately 11:45 p.m
Monday, 15th November 2010 at 1:10 p.m

Those are the days i shall never forget..

2010... that's the year where i finally feel comfortable. A year where i feel i can fit in with my most precious friends.
Sad and Happy Momments have passed through out the year..
Sports Day, Cross - Country, PMR Trial, PMR, Hop on and Hop Off, Conlay, Bowling, Last Day of School... and the rest of my life in 2010.
I have never been so happy to be friends with you all, not a single regret i feel in meeting any one of you people. Eventhough there are harsh times and bad memories. However, that makes me the person i am today.

Last day of school ended just like that, it feels so quick that schools ends that day.

To all my friends,
I wish you all good luck next year, especially the ones who are gonna start a new life at another school in living your dreams. It pains me to see most of my friends i cherish the most will be going to another school next year but i will still cheer you guys on. You guys have meant the world to me, i don't know what happen if i never met you people.
Meeting you guys was fate, becoming your friend was a choice and i thank god for showing me this path.

Thank you to my friends who was always there for me when i needed them :

Nafis Lutfillah - You maybe a pain in da ass but ur the 1st person whom i had ever trusted the most. You have known me since form 1 and already know what i've been through the most but most of my hard times are in form 3 which Hanif knows mostly.

N.m.Hanif - I only started to know you better in 2010 after the 2nd exam, and after that we always been the best of buddies, sharing our feelings , comforting one another, annoyed others for no reason, helping each others back. Plus your the only one who knows what i have been through the most at my hardest time in 2010.

Amirul Azri - You may only know a some of my secrets but you are still one of the people who have helped me and support me in my needs.

Azim Goh - You are my brother for another mother and we annoyed each other so much.. and others.. lol. We may not hang out much often but you're still my brother from another mother!

Nasuha Salim - You may have not know me like my other best friends but i know you already find me obvious in some parts io my life. Thanks for being there when i needed someone.

Amira Manan - You're a great friend and you're the only girl who knows a lot about me than other girls. You're always there when i needed someone to talk with about my problems. And there have not been a single time.. not one tiny BIT that you have ever complain about my same old problems, instead you kept on supporting me and wished me the best. Thank you.

Aliah Umairah - You're a great girl with many special talents and have endless perseverance. You never gave up hope when life knocks you down. Keep it up girl.

Afieqah Kaz - For some odd reason you have been a great friend, thanks. Eventhough you tried to kill me and all haha lol.

Fatin Afiqah

Sri Nur Areena

Amira Najwa

Nur Shakinah Ahmad

Fadzila Hanim

Emill Zulkipli

Siti Syuhadah

Syafiqah Talib

Nur Syahidah

Liyana Menon

Khatijah Zafirah

Eza Elhanis

Aishah

Izyan

and not forgetting another person, she may not be my schoolmate but she is the only person who is my tuitionmate that im most close with.

Siti Sarah - I have hurt you and i can never forgive myself for that and i still don't know how to make it up to you. but you always fill my loneliness with a bunch of silliness and happiness at most days( or is that just me? ), and i thank you for that =)

Thank you.
And these are the Sweets That Can't be Forgotten, a taste that is so sweet that i will cherish it all =)

Time Flies

Wow.. it's already November.
Next week will be the last week of school.
I know...wohoo no school and all.
but as for me... some how i don't want it to end.
cos i know next year i wont be seeing a few of my friends.
not to mentioned most of my friends I'm most comfortable with will soon go to a different school.
starting a new life in succeeding their life.
i know i can't stick with the same people all the time..
but.. those are the only friends I'm MOST comfortable with..
the people who i trust the most.
I wonder what happens next year.
I just hope it will be alright.
since there are still some of my friends who I'm comfortable with who will not be going to another school so. yeah.. im quiet relief to know that.
that's all there is to say but i think ima end this with a poem i make spontaneously.
(p.s i make this poem not by planned.. i juz put anything tht juz comes out in my mind)

every step, every momment, every second, time passes,
my school life this year will end next week,
soon all of this will be just mere memories,
happy and sad momments happened,
but those momment are memmories will i cherish forever,
i have no regrets in knowing you people,
thank you.

is this considered as a poem? lol

im back kinda..

looks like im kinda no longer tht emo haziq.. or negative dude..
but now.. i got some other thing i have to do...
n tht is.. making everything right..
not to mention i've been holding a guilt in myhart tht could not go away.. until i ask forgiveness to the person.. -sigh-
but how...
the part where i always down.. was meant only for me to suffer not others..
leave me be and i'll be sure to be back to normal (normal.. odd) in a few hours

im sorry

i've been acting negatively for only the pass few hours..
and some of my friends are already i duno.. wanting to know what happened? worried?
pfft.. worried.. yeah right.
but thing is..
im sorry for those ppl who i have been rude too..
i nvr meant this to happen but it juz happen and i have no idea what came over me.
sorry especially to the last person i chat on yahoo.
most of my frens nvr really did read my blog.. so i dont mind.
this will probably not be the end of me being negative.. probably.. after this i will start being more.. negative duno why..

whats happening to me?

what the hell happened to me?
i am ruining my freaking life!
am i that depressed?
13th October 2010, around 4 pm
i change for a sudden.. feeling dark.. and emoish..
and there i freaking go again!
snap it out Haziq!
whats wrong with you!?
i juz ruin my life for only less than 8 hours!
i guess its becos of my online sister.. ever since she gone worse maybe i started to think negatively..
now its more cos i juz need one more person to tell me about something tht made me gv up.
tht made me more emo.
not to mention i cant believe i juz heard a word tht i would nvr tot i heard (actually read) from a certain someone..
i probably made the persons status worse..
i got to make things right!
got to fight this freaking emoish..
but my ego wont let me.. help

Love and Jealousy

It has been quite a while since i last post a topic in this blog. Many things have happened since i post my last topic.
Its already been 2 years since i have fallen to the same girl. Many sweet memories i have spent time with her, for her it might be normal but for me its always been the best day. She always made my day eventhough she did not notice it. One of the reasons I'm on a sudden hyper mode is because of her. I always said it to myself.. " there's no way I'm gonna get her " , "she's outta my league " .. i even wanted to forget her. tried several times but never succeed because she's always there when i wanted to forget her.
I always feel uncomfortable when a guy talks to her, well maybe not all.. but a certain guy talks to her. And when i got close to the guy i feel uncomfortable talking to him when the person is my very own friend. i believe i am very jealous. yes.. I'm jealous to many guys that got into a conversation with her. i guess when it comes to love you be having jealousy problems and all huh..
I know one of my friend is fond of her. And I'm pretty cool with it... kinda. And that person is also pretty much close to her. so yeah.. i tend to get jealous easily everytime he get close to her or have a normal conversation and make jokes to her. sometimes i think.. "is he the one for her and im not?" , "is he better than me? " , " im loosing her to this guy " . But not all of it is bad. cos surprisingly everytime i feel jealous or down , i get to have a conversation with her and make jokes along the way, and im pretty much sure that make my upside down world turn back up!
that's it for now.. i got lost more to type about her but that would seem weird.. its 1 am alrd .. gudnight!

Great Day

Today i had an exhilarated day with my family.
I finally had some quality time with my family.
We went jogging at Titiwangsa it was really fun and very enjoyable.
To bad my brother couldn't come since he got a class.
Then we went breakfast and try to have a look around at Wangsa Walk Mall for the first time.
There, i saw many shops and i saw A&W, i was surprised to see A&W since i haven't seen it in a very long time.
We checked the bowling alley and it looks nice.
My sister wanted to play but obviously everyone was tired so we should just make it a day.
My dad say maybe tomorrow we can play bowling but still not so sure yet.
After that i saw my tuition teacher who had taught me from age 9 to 12.
I was surprised and happy to see my teacher that by the looks she is fine and healthy.

My Holiday at Bukit Merah

I just got back from my holiday at Bukit Merah in Perak from 25th - 27th December.
I'm glad that this holiday is the same like last year holiday since we get to spend this holiday not just with my family but also with my cousins at my dad's side of the family.
The only different is that not everyone was here, 3 out of 7 families came..
the other 4 didn't come because i don't know why..
The trip took 4 hours and when we made it to Bukit Merah.
We stayed at a place called Bukit Merah Laketown Resort, there the place there was quiet okay.. got a few problems at the chalet at first but then it was okay.. sort of..
We took a few rest there and then took a sunset cruise trip.. the sunset was very beautiful. We also passed some island called 'Monkey Island' and some other island that i forgot the name.
We also went to a haunted valley when we were waiting for the sunset cruise to arrive at 6 : 30 p.m . I thought it was scary at first but turns out.. it wasn't that scary at all.. my cousins said that there were suppose to be people wearing ghost costumes.. but there aren't any.. i there will be only at night since my cousin went there at night.
Then we do some sightseeing.. and since its my brother's birthday (25th December)
My mom went to a shop and made a decoration plate ( i think ) and there it says
' Happy Birthday Along from Ibu dan Ayah ' it took some time to make that while making it our job is to make my brother as far as possible from the shop .. unfortunately he did came in the shop but didn't see the writing on the plate since my mom keep on dragging him here and there just to avoid him seeing it.
At night we went to a restaurant, man.. that restaurant had many mosquitoes and not normal ones .. big ones those are jungle mosquitoes it made us irritated while waiting for the food to come.. the worker there gave us um.. a.. thing where we used to put eggs at some shopping complex.. but it was burning a bit so the mosquitoes wont bother us much.
When the food came everyone was happy and as for me i eat the most .. i took 4 rounds that time my uncles and cousins were shocked to see me eat that much.
The next day went by and the 1st thing we did was to take a swim at the swimming pool , we did planned on going to the waterpark but the waterpark was expensive the only people went there was one of my uncle's family . but even so.. me and my cousins had a great time at the swimming pool. we made a human tower , me being at the top with my brother Diego and my sister and the people at the bottom are my brother and 2 of my cousins. Last time at Port Diskson we manage to make a human tower with 3 floors but this time only 2 since we don't have any small cousin since he didn't come .We also made a diving race competition, me , my brothers and 2 of my cousin, my brother won the race.
We also made a competition to see who can hold their breath longer in water and of course i was the worse i made 20 sec at the 1st round and 15 sec at the 2nd round , i wonder why i went up to the surface when i know i can hold my breath longer.. i guess i don't have much confidence, and as usual my cousin (Zafran) won the competition for holding his breath for 45 sec in the water and for both rounds. Last time he made a record of 1 min and ??sec for himself. After a swim we took a rest and straight went to ' Orang Utan Island '.
On the way there we took a picture of our self while holding a python, it was heavy and not that scary since the python was very nice because it didn't ate or bite us haha lol.
At' Orang Utan Island ' we saw a few Orang Utan and it was very interesting and enjoyable i learned a few things there like Orang Utan are like humans they can get sick in the rain and 9 months pregnancy. After that me and my family took a ' Fish spa ', i haven't had one of those since last year. Fish spa is really great the fish there eat the bacteria and the dead skins at our feet.
At night , we went to another restaurant and this time i had a competitor who is my brother Diego, I took 4 and a quarter rounds while he took i don't know but he said i won him but for me its a tie since he finished the rice in the um.. bowl.
The next day/ last day, we took a swim again but this time we make a a tag team race competition. At first i became the judge and the race starts with 2 of my cousins Zafran and Hazim and my brother and my uncle as their tag team partner. The race was canceled since my cousin Hazim couldn't swim straight giving a result he didn't tag my uncle lol, so i took Hazim's place. The race start by my brother and my uncle starting the race when. After my uncle tagged me i quickly swim as fast as i can giving the result my team won the race, but personally i think it wasn't fair since my cousin Zafran have to race 2 times with 2 different person making him more tired than me.
After a fun at the pool, we packed our bags and head home but before we reached home we have to stop by at my sister's friend house to give him is wedding present, since everyone was tired and didn't have time to eat at the ceremony my sister's friend insisted us to take some of the food there to eat at home. I enjoyed my holiday every single minute there is and i hope i can spend my next holiday with all 7 families at my fathers side of the family.

My Final Examination Results

Well let see looks like i finally got my final result on my exam in 2009.
I must say that I'm not disappointed at all.
My mom got the result today sadly i didn't take since i was in my 'Tahfiz Al-Quran' class.
Well i wasn't planning on hiding the results from her anyway but i just want to read it before her.. hehe..
My marks aren't that much of a look but for me I've never have be feeling this kind of happiness since .. since i myself don't know when.
Well anyways i am so not gonna tell my results here but what i can say is that most my marks have increased and only a few have decrease.. it think and i hope that my friend's are having the same joy as i am.
That's all for now.. I'm not gonna brag about my results or anything..or am i? hehe xD
tata for now

Watch Out ! School's Coming !

Tomorrow will be December and soon after one month , I'll be going to school.
I hope everything will be better than ever and next year I'll be having an important exam.
Starting i December i will go to a Hafazan class until 19th December if I'm not mistaken.
each day from 8 am - 5 pm , wow gonna be hard but I'll try my best .
My final exam results will be coming soon i just hope it's better than last year final exam.

Last Day of Exam and Last Day of School

I just finished my last exam at school and also the last day of school.
I'm really gonna miss my friends since i won't be seeing them for a while and some of my friends might not be staying at the same school next year.
The last day of school for me was enjoying and also a bit not so good since i was having a tummy ache lols.
But i really enjoyed having a last moment of school with my friends.
When people wants holiday they will surely want to go back to school,
when they get school they want holiday.
Last day of school and I wont be spending much free time eventhough its a holiday since i still got tuition and all . I'll be starting all the things I've planned for my free time after end of school which is..:
I'm starting my Taekwondo class back.
I'm gonna start doing some physical exercises.
I'm gonna start doing my animations back
and also I'm gonna start learning and memorizing some stuff from my cadet camp.
That's all for now and i know it's not much since i got a headache and cant think of anything of what to put lols.

End of Platoon Leader camp

I have joined a camp which takes place at 'Kem Idaman Nurani' somewhere at 'Hulu Langat'
This camp is a rank up from corporal to Platoon Leader.
Platoon leader also known as Sergeant.
Also known as a rank after Corporal.
There were around 109 people who joined the camp.
My bag and my clothes were all wet in the first day since it was raining.
I went to a lot of activities.
All of it was fun , torturing and worth it.
The first activity i went with my team are :
Politics - We need to know each of the politicians name and many more.
Essay - Writing an essay about Islamic religions for Muslims and any Leaders for non-Muslims
After that we were separated to form 6 teams , 3 teams for boys and 3 teams for girls.
Marching Practice - we need to be good at doing both giving commands and having commands
Environment - My team have to name 20 types of insects and fish that can be found at a lake. We also needed to know something else about the environment.
CPR training - it was fun and really good for real life issues
Making Gadgets - My team have to made any item with bamboo stick and a rope , my team made a chair.
Rafting - My team have to make a raft by using a bamboo stick and rope, when finished we have to ride the raft and go to the other side of the lake.
Bearings - My team need to know how to use a compass and made a map of the place where we're at.
Knotting - My team have to make a couple of knot like simple reef knot and many more.
Everyone will be instructed for what to do at each test so that helped a bit.
50 Objective Question - Everyone have to answer 50 Objective questions about all we've been through and trust me, it was easy as pie.
And lastly we also need to know some words in the Quran for Muslims and for Non-Muslims they need to know something i can't remember much.
Each morning we will have a little warm up and the food there all of it was enough no less and no more.
The last day, 109 people will be waiting for what rank they get.
Either Lance Corporal or Corporal (for those who went to that camp without any Corporal ranks)
and either Sergeant or Platoon leader or just a simple participation certificate.
2 people get Sergeant ranked , and some get Lance Corporal , Corporal , platoon Leader or Participation Certificate.
I manage to get Platoon leader and I'm really happy since everything was worth it.
The difference between the Sergeant and Platoon Leader is that those who get Sergeant ranks have been in Corporal rank for about 2 years already which meaning a long time already.
For the one getting Platoon Leader is because we didn't really have more experienced yet in Corporal rank.
It feels like i want to stay at that camp since meeting new people but sadly i have to leave my new friends ..
All of it was worth it and I'm thankful to the coach , the camp commander for teaching me and everyone that we need to know.
Lastly i thank you to my friends at camp who helped me along the way and also the people who chose me to go in this camp.

Annual Class Lunch

Today I just had my Annual Class Lunch.
My exam still haven't over but the important exam already pass by.
Well i had a lot of fun and a lot of food i ate.
I think I've eaten all types of food that everyone brought.
I also accidentally bite a chili that made my tongue very hot.
I ate a slice of my friend's secret recipe cake which have to cool down the chili that i ate.
Also everyone was taking pictures of each other for memory.
Sadly i didn't bring my camera, so i didn't have any pictures to put here in this blog .
After awhile the whole school got chaotic some of the boys were putting cakes, creams to each others faces.
They were making a lot of mess for everyone's class including mine and the class behind me since we didn't make any messes.
I can't believe we have to clean the mess they made.
Well other than that I'll be having a rank up camp of being a Platoon Leader.
I'm both happy and nervous since this will be the 3rd camping I'll be having.
So, I won't be joining my friends with the exams since I'll be gone for camp.
But I'll be doing the exam right after I finish my camp.
A Good Luck to both of my friends who will be having the exam and the people who will be joining me to the Platoon Leader camp.

Final Exam

Tomorrow will be the 1st day of my final year exam in 2009. I hope i do well in my exam eventhough i didn't study much because i wasn't good in revising like which part should i revise? If i revise this chapter will it even come out for the test? So yeah.. I'm dead..
But still I'm gonna try my best for this exam. The only subject i can rely on getting an A are Math and English.. but that doesn't mean i have to lose hope for all the other subjects...
I'm gonna try my best on this exam and hope to maintain my level or increase my level to be better.

When exams are near,
they cause a great fear,
because things aren't clear
and some subjects aren't dear.

Chapters and chapters,
haven't been read,
problems and problems,
haven't been done.

Some revise and re-revise,
some see for the first time.
Some are cool and calm,
some are tense and down.

Everything happens!
some forget pens,some forget points,
some make mistakes and some miss questions.

For some luck comes by,for some it doesn't,
but,for the cool and calm guy,
it's always gonna be high!

So friends,keep cool and write you're exams!!!