Monday, December 10, 2012

A Sweet that Can't Be Forgotten (II)

          On 28th November 2012, i took my Accounts examination, the very last exam that i will take in my highschool life. As the time keeps on ticking to the very last second of the examination, i wondered what happens next. Has it been 5 years already? Seems like it was only a few days ago that i was walking towards my school at the very first day of school in 2008 attending the Form 1 orientation. When the examination prefects announced the time has ended for our accounts exam, a lot of us cheered with joy. Went out of school feeling relief that there will be no more studying and exams AT THE MOMENT.
After this, classmates, schoolmates, tuition-mates, friends, groupies.. everyone, will go on their separate ways to achieve their dreams and goals. Will i ever see them again? How will i know their development in their life? A question that only Allah can answer and a situation where time will tell. maybe we will see them or maybe we wont. All i know is that i have no regrets in meeting all these people, knowing them, befriend them and study with them.
          My time in my highschool life is a moment and a memory i shall cherish forever. Of course i had my bad times, unfair, and times where i was at my lowest point, but in the end i'll just have to make it as a lesson to be learn. Remembering back the times i had in my highschool life. Training for Sports Day and challenging other houses to achieve victory. Running in the cross country. Train marching for either a competition or Sports Day. Attending extra classes. Going for camps. Annual dinner. Orientations. Teachers Day. Attending tuition classes and the seminars they made. Each year, our seniors left school and newcomers came in school as our juniors. Later before we know it, we have become seniors ourselves and become an example towards our juniors like how we made our seniors as an example. I will surely miss the feeling where students gather together for school assembly, Celebrate teacher's day or the aura where we all cheered for one another in sports day. 
          After all of this, i wonder.. What's Next? What do we do now? While waiting for our SPM results, surely everyone has their plans on what to do. Having part-time jobs. Taking their drivers license. Take a vacation. Ohh.. the usual.. and besides that, when not knowing what to do. Waste our time inside our home infront of the computer, television or something. But after all this, after our SPM results. I wonder what's gonna happen next. Surely a lot of people have made their plans, and some still wondering or not giving a damn of what happens next. However, i wonder if things will go out like how we hoped it to be or as planned. Maybe  it'll be better or what seems to be worse but have it's reasons in life since God has a funny way of taking away what you "think" you want and providing you with what you "REALLY" need or want. I guess that's how we call it, Hikmah as in there's a good reason for everything that happen.
          Thinking all of this, i will really miss my highschool life especially those that i got to know and befriend them along the way. One thing i must admit is that i am quite sad to know that there's a huge chance that i might not see my friends again and gather together in one place. I think i would probably miss my moment in Sir Ven's Masjid Muaz seminar the most. Being there, with people from different schools, gathered together learning, laughing, getting along together... it feels like that hall was our second home.. 8 hours of studying and not once did i felt bored and stressed in there. Even during the SPM seminar. i wouldn't mind if Sir Ven wanted to do a 12 hours a day class in that seminar. I would happily accept it. But then again, i might fell asleep eventually lol.
          All in all, i am blessed to live in this life. Knowing and getting along with everyone. Surely i will miss every single one of this. You know when you eat a candy that the taste is so sweet and you will remember the taste for a very long time? Well, same goes for my memory throughout my highschool life. A sweet memory that cannot be forgotten and i shall always cherish it.